I Hate This Night

from Something You Can Never Have by Teratophilia

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cut it out
grinded down
the place we live
i've been sleeping on the floor
when it's so dark
it doesn't matter
if your eyes are open
or not
i feel you
as a chill in the air
and the prickles
on my skin
sleep with me
come for me in dreams
exhausted
how much do you know?
sexless and bathed in silver light
wounded and pouring out
shines like oil on asphalt
i never want to be alone again
i stay up late just to know you
i stare at mirrors in the dark
you flicker
startle me awake
tell me your name
in half light
lie with me
make me cold
make me feel
bleeding out
falling down
sick of standing
getting dangerous now
a hunter has killed you
leaking from your ribs
you let me see in
but it should have been me
you're barely there
wield your frailty
onto and off scales
onto and off me
wish i knew your body
when you were piled in
onto the others
and you're just like them
sexless in the moonlight
soft cold skin
so little life
the feeling of your hand
on my cheek
I have never seen you walk
but i sense you glide effortlessly
the house breathes
when you're near
knocking into the walls
knocking into me
i've been drinking early
no point in being straight
my world turns
when i touch your face

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from Something You Can Never Have, released June 12, 2022

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