i loved you
against a wall, underneath the stairs
but the most of you i felt
was when you weren't really there
underneath a garden
it seems wrong to bring you flowers
mottled and stained
you ruin days and make nights
dark and full of shame
i'm going back to how i was
fall asleep face the wall
i know you're shy
you know i'll let you
kindness in a string
will we meet? have i done enough?
eyes closed, heart empty
weighed against a feather and found heavy
half alive
your touch reminds me of when i almost died
still here, barely
i can leave when i want
let's meet i'm ready
in time we can fall away
apart and join again
we can talk without words
then fade
a sleep of meaning
at the end of suffering
are you now without form?
can you see what's been left of you?
so many wrongs
can be forgiven
on your pale lips
when you're half there
half alive to have you with me
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